Sunday, November 21, 2004

blogged, read others' blogs, and i'm back again. haiz. i knew from long ago that friendships do change.for the better and for worse. and i feel like making my blog private. should i change address? haha.

some friendships, from the start you know, are gonna withstand the trials of time. some friendships got better. some got worse. of course, the ones that get better make me happy. but then the ones that get worse, i know they're not coming back. and it hurts. perhaps that's why at some reunions, there's a 'cold' atmosphere. but even if only for old time's sake, i want to have a reunion too, just to let them know that ya, i treasure the time we had together.

thanks for being my friends, once in my life, you touched me. =)
heyz! how ya doing!?! it's going to be over soon!!! yay!! hahah and i start work on the 1st.. so i have time to be crazy for awhile.. heh heh..=p

hmm.. anyway.. i was kinda offended by what my father said yesterday. so i think parents should never be allowed to choose the traits of their children no matter how advanced technology becomes. i mean, no one will choose to have a disabled or stupid child right? then the world we'll end up with would be an elitist society! and then we all learn to despise people who are disabled or slower in learning. and that's not fair. competition at work or in school will be even worse, since everybody is made smart, then everyone will wanna fight to be the smartest of the smartest. yucks. i believe that to perform within your capability is most important. even though ur utmost if still not goood enough, at least effort was put in and that's enough. you can face your conscience and hence you can face the world without guilt. and i think that children with disabilities teach us how to love better. parents with disabled children, well, you cant help but admire their love and nobility for giving so much to their child. these children also look at the world through different eyes, and the world is simple to them. and i think most people would agree: simplicity is a nice thing. it sounds easy but is tough to attain. go read "red sky in the morning" by elizabeth laird if you have time la huh. no forcing you.

haha i typed a chunk just because my father said a friend's daughter got 273 for psle. haha lame right me? but hey! i'm your daughter, she's not!!

and ya, i found a second person who calls mi minghui xiao jie. hahah and unless you know who's the first person who calls me minghui xiaojie, you cannot ask me who is the second person. hahaha, but then again, did the first person call me minghui xiao jie or minghui gu niang? hahahha

continue to jiayou!! last lap le~!! sprint~! q(^o^)p

Sunday, November 14, 2004

oh ya, do u think tt gers whu r petite n speak wif a very soft sweet voice gets more suitors? hahah juz a crazy tot.
i'm going to lament! haha why does this 2 weeks seem so impossible to pass? haha i sitting in my mom's office using her colleague's com. and my mom ask me to use jay chou as a motivating force. how to to explain to her that it is precisely due to jay chou that i hope this two weeks will be over soon?! haha lalala... studying is boring!! =p but let's all hang in there!

Saturday, November 13, 2004

the greatest test of patience is to use my brother's com.. and of cos this 12 days ahead. to force myself to mug when all i wanna do is play. but i'm scared. for physics. cant sleep well cos of it. scared. grr

Friday, November 12, 2004

boring boring boring.. but then.. i've only got 7 more papers to go! and then it'll be a few days of letting my hair down! yay!! hahah jay chou cannot escape from my clutches! hahaha 26th Nov at the Singapore Indoor Stadium! and 2B chalet! and i'm going to highlight and pierce my ears! hahahha.. ok i sound so excited cos i am, but i must work hard for physics,maths n chem! =D take care ya'll!

Saturday, November 06, 2004

it's a miracle i even get to type a blog.. my bro's IE keep restarting..haiz.. so yj cant blame me ar.. hahah n this girl (yj, not me) actually slept at 5am this morning so she pang seh me and is unable to come to my house to study. as a result, i am lacking in determination and orientation.. hahha been reading the newspapers and watching discovery. but don't fret. after i finish blogging i will go study. hee =)

making plans for the few days of play before going to work. 19 days to the end of it all! strive on everyone! =D